Dear Vox

We've been in this relationship for a little while now, close to a year and a half.  We've had our good times but I feel myself drifting away from you.

It's not you, it's me.

I don't feel as though I have anything of importance to say to you anymore and the things I want to say are probably better left unsaid. 

Sure, occasionally you bring a smile to my face still, but more often than not, well, you don't.

Maybe we just need a trial separation.  Maybe I need to see other blogs.  Just remember, it's not you, it's me.

I guess I shouldn't expect you to wait around until I come back, although as long as I don't hit 'Delete', you don't really have a choice.  It's not fair to you, I know, I'm taking up space that your new writer could have, but I'm selfish.  I want it all, and I want it now.

I'll probably make my way back to you, but I think for now it's best that MiamiShyner goes on a little hiatus.  MS may show up elsewhere, rambling on about things, but she may be incognegro so she can say some things that she's got on her mind that she isn't ready to own up to yet.

Don't call it goodbye, just see you later.  I'll still stop by every now and again to see how you're doing and remind you that I am still around and just waiting for the right time to come back.  I'm sure you'll be fine without me.  It's been fun.  Really.  I won't tell you I love you because it would just be wrong on so many levels.

You'll always hold a special place in my heart.  Maybe someone else will ROCO your Fridays and Mount Up your Mondays.  Until then…


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7 responses to “Dear Vox”

  1. Hope a little time off is all you need to get excited over blogging again! I'll be waiting just in case you decide to ROCO one Friday 🙂

  2. I hope that you will continue to send photos and videos in to the Circus Open or Circus Arts group. Could you keep us in the loop as to what is happening in your area? Circus Miami going out?
    Hang on we need folks with your strength and the joy of living.

  3. Oh no! Well at least leave me a note when your box gets there okay? They said 5-7 working days, I am figuring 7-10 knowing how the USPS operates within Oregon it will take it 5 days just to get out of Portland. 🙂

  4. Oh, for crying out loud. I just meet you, and now you're going away? *sniff* I swear, I can change! lolI'm just sorry you're going "incognegro" (and pmsl on that term) before I learn what ROCO means. =(Happy motoring on the infotainment superhighway.

  5. @grrrace: I think I just need to switch my focus a while.
    @Ross: I may only ROCO on Fridays but let the rest, well, rest.
    @Adaline: Will do.
    @dejablu: Yay! I love packages in the mail and will drop you a line when I get it.
    @tom: I'm not Satan and you're not Saddam (I really hope you get that reference), lol. Um, I don't know what pmsl is and search my ROCO friday tags for it (or try urban dictionary). 🙂

  6. Thanks for the reference. It's one of my favorite movies ever, sick bastard that I am. And I looked up ROCO. Sounds like my kind of congregation (assuming it's definition 1, and not "Romantic Comedy.")I'll be here Fridays. It's what Brian Boitano would do. 😉

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