I may have previously mentioned that Lovey and I will be attending the wedding of his best friend att he end of March. It began that I was working out 5 or 6 days a week in preparation for the shindig, but now, I keep working out because it makes me feel good and I'm almost back to being in "circus shape" or at least looking like it since I know the core strength isn't there.
I was torn on what to wear to the wedding. It's in Honduras so it's going to be hotter than hell. I have, in my possesion, a total of three dresses. One is ankle-length and sleeveless and I absolutely love it. It holds many memories and has gone swimming in pools and oceans. It will be too hot and sticky for that one though, I believe. I have another that I wore two years ago to another of his friend's wedding and I like that one too but the current bride and groom were at that wedding and at our table, so I'm not wearing that one. The third dress I also enjoy, but for some reason, in pictures, you can see my, um, personal boobage area right through the dress! (It's black, so that's kinda weird.) At any rate, I wore it to the current bride and groom's engagement party, so that one was out the window as well. What's a girl to do?
Fortunately, I was gifted a dress, brand new with tags. It's even designer of sorts I believe, but I don't follow that sort of thing. It's the dress pictured but instead of the color shown, it's more of a rust color.
For free and for something that I hadn't tried on, it's almost perfect. It's a size 4 (or so it says on the tag) so I really didn't think that I was going to fit into it, but lo and behold I did. Almost. Can you see how the waistline is high and shirred? Well, it fits from there down. The top gaps open some where I'm supposed to have boobs. <sigh>
I've been long contemplating having an enhancement. Mainly for this exact reason. Clothes don't fit me properly. Seriously, I can't fit the boob area in a size 4 dress. WTF is that? Somehow I've made it 34 years, had a child and still can't fill a friggin B-cup.
Is it the end of the world? No, of course it isn't. Does Lovey care? No. I've got the same amount of boobs now as when he met me. It's just me and my issues.
I am pretty sure that we've advanced far enough that having this procedure is relatively safe if done by a reputable doctor. (All surgery involves some risk.) I realize that I'll be out of commission for a few days to a week. But I can't really think of any other reason not to do it. I'm not talking porn star DD's or anything here because that would just look stupid on my frame, but a small C would work wonders.
Why am I telling you this? I don't know for sure. I'd like to hear opinions, good stories, bad stories, pros, cons, whatever you've got. I just want to look nice in my clothes. Or without them.