The last two nights, my boyfriend and I have been hammering out some plans for a new business venture (stay tuned).  So the last two days have looked like this:

  • Work (where it's been a little hectic lately)
  • Home (pick up daughter, do homework for the classes that never end, have dinner, do more homework)
  • Shower
  • Talk for a couple hours about the new business
  • Try to go to sleep

Everything is fine until that last step.  I think I've been overloading my brain lately.  Last night and the night before, I laid down to go to sleep and the strangest thing happens.  I close my eyes and I start seeing random clips.  The weird thing is that these aren't movie clips or memories, just crazy ideas I guess.  They're very vivid, almost in 3-D and they only last ten or twenty seconds before jumping to a completely different scene.

I open my eyes and it stops, but the second I close them again, it starts up again.  I figure this lasts for at least 15 to 20 minutes before I actually fall asleep.  What the hell is happening to me?  Is my brain just trying to get rid of some information?  Am I going crazy?  Oh wait, I'm already crazy.  Does this happen to normal people?  Dammit, just remembered that I'm not normal either.  Well, has it happened to you?!?!

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0 responses to “Can't….stop…..thinking….”

  1. Not quite but I'd have to say that I've had a mild case of that. You are so stressed out you're going to burn out soon. I know you're busy and your life beckons you to be busy, but you need a break… seriously.
    Trust me there will be no peace until you stop worrying, if only for a day.

  2. My break is coming soon. No school between March 25 and April 2 and my daughter is going to visit Gramma from March 31 to April 7. I just gotta hang in there! 🙂

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