I’m pretty sure this is how the Universe feels about me.
If you’re lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall, I will catch you, I’ll be waiting
Time after time
For as put-together as I may seem (to some people), the Universe basically knows I’m lost but it’s there for me if I look. Universe says it’s ok to try crazy shit, go ahead and if you fall, I got you. Universe is the net under my rig. I don’t consciously think about it often, but Universe is and always has been on my side. I have legit done some absolutely ridiculous (and a couple fucking dangerous) things and have walked away unscathed.
Not so long ago, like last week, you may recall that I asked the Universe for some guidance. Literally less than a week ago. It’s two posts ago, if that. Well, yesterday, Universe lobbed up a slow one that even I could hit. It’s really wild what can happen if you get out of your own way and allow good ole Universe to do her thing.
So, she said, ‘Hey, you have this base of knowledge in these things and you enjoy doing it so maybe learn just a little bit more about it and then monetize it.’ Well, yeah, Universe, that kinda applies to a bunch of things since I’m a Jill-of-all-trades, mistress of none. Pretty sure she sighed heavily and then talked to me like I was a 4 year-old and put some links in my face over and OVER AND OVER until I finally got the message. I got the message!
Universe ought to know by now that I don’t do well with subtlety. I have never been one who understands these little things. I am a stomp upon entry, stomp all around, stomp out the door kinda girl and that’s what I understand. If you tell me you want a cookie, I get you a cookie. If you tell me the grass is green, I get that the grass is green. If you are not being straightforward and you are trying to tell me something, it isn’t likely that it’s going to register with me. Not because I’m not listening, but because I’m blunt (Sagittarius all day long) and I expect the same from everyone else. Because of this, it’s likely that I’ve missed out on a few opportunities that Universe tried to provide. I feel that it’s also ok because if I were REALLY supposed to have something, then I would have it. This line of thinking has seemed to work for the past 47 years, so I’m gonna stick with it.
I’m not at the point where I’m ready to say what I’m up to just yet. But I feel like maybe a few side hustles are about to make their way into my life and I’m going to just roll with them and enjoy the process.
Oh, completely related to absolutely nothing, I held my handstand for 20 solid seconds today. Boom. All that is on IG. SunnyzSpinz if you want to go look. See ya later!