full plate

Work, Work, Work

You tell ’em, Dolly. All that work to do and only 8 hours in a work day. What are we, superhumans?

But seriously, as a society, we place so much pressure on ourselves to do so much. And of course, as a member of society, I do this same shit to myself. Ok, so perhaps it isn’t ALL society on my part. There are just so many things that I see that I want to do (because I might have some sort of activity ADD if that’s a thing) that it’s difficult to sit still sometimes. And then when I do manage to sit still, I don’t feel good about it because there are 25 million other things I could be doing besides, oh, you know, resting my body. I’m a mess. I get it. I acknowledge it. Hell, sometimes I even embrace it.

In my race against myself to drive myself crazy with activities and knowledge, I made myself a daily schedule. It’s been on for about a week now and I’ve seen that I need to swap the activities in the first 2 hours of my day (the day that starts at 8, not the one that starts at 5:30 – I’m still trying to fix that one too). I think that swapping those two focus hours will help my day start off a little more smoothly. Today was an outlier day. I don’t think it would’ve followed a schedule no matter what. But that’s ok. I still got things accomplished that needed to happen and I’m still catching up on the things that I missed. Look at me go!

Under my list of today’s accomplishments include really setting a strong structure for teaching my FabPole classes. I love structure but I also hate structure so I built it in a way that says ‘hey, do this sort of thing next’ but I still have a ton of options for what the sort of thing is. The hardest part is having multiple levels of each of the sorts of things because not every student has the same range of strength or flexibility. However, that is one of the things I would call my “specialties” – being able to teach to multiple levels in the same class. Everybody gets some personal attention in my class…whether you like it/want it or not, lol. I gotta know that you’re understanding the words that are coming outta my mouth (!) and enjoying yourself at least a little bit.

Another accomplishment for the day is not getting sucked down the YouTube rabbit hole. Today, I found Dolly, got the link, and closed the damn window. Yay me! That certainly doesn’t mean I didn’t get sidetracked with other things though. I’m starting to reach out to see who’s trying to get in shape with me. I put together an intake form and everything! You want to get in shape? Go fill out this form.

It seems that for every accomplishment I add to my list or item I check off of my to-do list, 2 more pop up in its place. (See paragraph two about doing too damn much.) For instance, I need to revamp my schedule. Sure, it only takes a few minutes, but paragraph three made more tasks. Having a class structure is great, but I still have to review my options for “sorts of things”. That intake form, it still needs tweaking. Oh yeah, there’s a whole different website that I need to put info onto. Ohhh, yeah, and I’m also learning some WordPress development. Ummm, and maybe affiliate marketing. While I have a 9-5. And teach on Saturdays. And a functioning marriage. Right, I guess this is why I don’t have friends, lol. (I have a couple. Sheesh. Don’t get mad, Christina!)

Considering that I do still have just under a million things to do today, I’m gonna go ahead and wrap this up for today. I hope that you’re having a great hump day. We’re on the downward slide to the weekend, baby!

Let’s Go, Let’s Work!

Roll your body, work those hips

Yikes, y’all. I can clearly see why I get nothing done. Now, can I somehow make myself fix it?

I give myself this time period to empty my head of these random thoughts before I fill it up again. When I write these, the first step is to find a song that somehow correlates to what I’m rambling about for the day. This is usually the first step in my downfall of how I don’t get something posted. Today it looked like this: I need a song about putting things off or getting things done. Off to Google and then down the rabbit hole. I ended up on lists of songs about procrastination (which I didn’t really want). Oh, then I needed to know what kind of procrastinator I am. Oh, and then that page took me to another page so I could see my Chinese zodiac sign as a cartoon. Shit! I’m off on a tangent. Ok, back on track, I need a song. Oh, I love this song, is there an actual video? Hmmm, doesn’t look like it, but look at all this Lil Jon! I didn’t even realize I liked that much Lil Jon. If you need a NSFW laugh, go watch this video. I laughed so freaking hard and that’s why it takes forever to get a damn post done.

It’s a new day and I have a new opportunity to work myself into the schedule that I’ve set for myself. I’m fully aware of how time-blocking is supposed to work and if I am doing A when I’m supposed to be doing B, then when it’s time for B, I need to make it up with A. My rational mind knows this, but my rational mind isn’t very often running shit. So yesterday I got all off of my schedule and let the whole day go down in flames. I’m going to try to do better today. I have high hopes for myself. If I don’t keep getting sidetracked by YouTube. Damn, I’m a mess. Videos from the 90s give me life. And I feel like I need to learn some Thong Song choreography.

This morning I thought for a moment that maybe I have a little ADD or ADHD or something to that effect. I do find it difficult to stay focused these days. Perhaps not though. But is this one of those things where “they” say “just apply yourself” but dude, I’m trying. I just put a thin layer over here and a thin layer over there and that’s why nothing ever gets fully covered lol. And I keep adding things to the palette. It never ends. What is wrong with me?!?!? Seriously, right now I have a full-time job, a part-time job, a 200 hr yoga training to take, 3 ambassadorships (I mean, that’s just posting on IG but still), and 3 little side hustles that I’m trying to get into position. See? Why?

My standard M.O. is to pile on all these things, start one or two, get overwhelmed because I took on too much and then quit everything. I’m trying really hard to avoid that this time. I mean, I can’t quit the full-time job, lol. The part-time job is scheduled kinda like the full-time one with considerably less hours, obviously, so that one is also easy to have on the schedule. It’s the rest of the things that are what are gonna try to knock me down. Calendars and lists are gonna save my life and my sanity and get me on the right track. This is it! This is my time. Let’s go, let’s work!